If I was only allowed to recommend one book to you that I’ve read in 2020, I would reach for James K.A. Smith’s ‘You are what you love‘! Much of the book explores Augustine’s great idea: “You have made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it rests in you”. It really is a brilliant, brilliant book!
I was going to drop in a quote here, but there are honestly to many sections which I underlined. The best thing I can do is encourage you to buy a copy and read it slooooowly.